Congrats to muiting, one of my best friend, the kind of friend i thank God for ,someone like me someone better perhaps. Don't ask why im writing about her, i just want to. Shes someone i share my anger,sadness,happiness,crappiness,project,experience with.

Its a miracle she got into SMU btw....actually perhaps she might not read my blog often(caused its been dead for sometime) she went to apply smu business course and was straight away rejected...with her GPA i think 3.6? im not too sure..by right its hard to get into a business course in SMU, must at least a 3.9. When she got the rejection letter, she was sooo upset...something inside of me thought..."hey, thts nt right, she deserve to go in"...somehow i act as if she didnt get the rejection letter, n i kept asking her so hows the appealing go...n she kept telling me she got rejected...of cos i dun believe and actually i did pray for her...hahaha one day, she msg me n say she got in !! the very last min like a few weeks before sch start she got accepted ...isnt that a miracle ?

okok enuff of her...today is pastor ming teaching the book of romans...its somehow...stronger feeling God...i teared buckets out of the blue...when pastor pray for the japanese...i teared...when pastor ask the translator to translate the new song from true worshipper-you are my father into chinese...i teared the most...because it reminded me of God's goodness in my life....even when my life is in deep **** he covers me still....as i look back...how much i could have done better with my life....when a person worships or is trying to listen to the word of God, they get so distracted by evil spirits that they cant c...the spirit of bitterness,anger,the whys attitude etc the moment the spirit speaks all at once, they cover the voice of God, they overtake it, you couldnt see whats happening infront of u neither can u hear what the preacher is saying...at this time...at this time...it is when u ask God to forgive u...come into a relationship with Him to get rid of ur troubles.....lift it all up it is then u find release n relief...

People can say whatever they want to me...scold me..accuse me...talk behind my back..i believe the vengeance is of the Lord's. indeed...nothing better than YOU..i wont hold any grudges or blame..because in the end its not me who has to be facing God about the action...these few days..i have been feeling down because i have decision to make...i have been feelin happy because God see me thru my school days...when i feel so empty in the pocket...HE make it seems like i got extra dollar, 6mths seem like 6 days...ahhhh God is good...