(M)isa

secret garden

2011-03-06T17:50:00.002+08:00

listening to secret garden ost....that man...

it reminds me of my dad..the man who is willing to sacrifice for me...my father is 64yrs old and he is working so hard to provide for the family..he told me this "as long as u want to study, i will provide" i literally want to cry, because i know how much papa loves me and i really love him..alot..bogoshipo ahpa.

Dear God, please take care of him, send your angels to protect him. i am willing to lessen my years of living in exchange for a longer lifespan of my dad..it sounds cheesy..my bros i just wish they were like me...talk alot and bubbly..my mum is all alone at home..im worried..i miss home...

this is my choice,the path i chose i wont complain that life here sucks...i will go home twice a yr i promise....i will spend less only things that are necessary ....so God please help me.....my heart is tearing...so painful..im burying everything in my heart, its full to the brink..take this heavy weight..i don't want to rely on my strength anymore...please..

Australia :)

2011-02-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

It has been 1 week since i left Singapore, it has been a tough week. Feeling homesick, having to cook my own food, budgeting expenses, washing my clothes, cleaning of my own toilet and vacuuming the floor, washing my own dishes, setting up of bank account, finding my way to school and back from it. I am learning the advance steps of being an independent human being in a foreign country of course. I decided to blog again, to really note down how i have been feeling. I think and i hope i am going to be just fine.

Melbourne is 3hrs ahead of Singapore. Yesterday, i had orientation in school and its really cool to get close with the ang mohs...i met a new friend, her name is emily, shes 19 and she own a car, we had lunch together and we chatted...shes a great art student who wants to be a psychologist..mmm did you know brand new books from the bookshop in school is 100-200 AUD per textbook ? ex sia...so i decided to buy 2nd hand books with notes kekeke i save loads...so the first semester i have 4 modules sooo i got 3 books at 180 plus notes, exam notes/paper kekekek just need one more..

For tomorrow's orientation, its bowling with the staff and the seniors ....hahaha

2010-08-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Congrats to muiting, one of my best friend, the kind of friend i thank God for ,someone like me someone better perhaps. Don't ask why im writing about her, i just want to. Shes someone i share my anger,sadness,happiness,crappiness,project,experience with.

Its a miracle she got into SMU btw....actually perhaps she might not read my blog often(caused its been dead for sometime) she went to apply smu business course and was straight away rejected...with her GPA i think 3.6? im not too sure..by right its hard to get into a business course in SMU, must at least a 3.9. When she got the rejection letter, she was sooo upset...something inside of me thought..."hey, thts nt right, she deserve to go in"...somehow i act as if she didnt get the rejection letter, n i kept asking her so hows the appealing go...n she kept telling me she got rejected...of cos i dun believe and actually i did pray for her...hahaha one day, she msg me n say she got in !! the very last min like a few weeks before sch start she got accepted ...isnt that a miracle ?

okok enuff of her...today is pastor ming teaching the book of romans...its somehow...stronger feeling God...i teared buckets out of the blue...when pastor pray for the japanese...i teared...when pastor ask the translator to translate the new song from true worshipper-you are my father into chinese...i teared the most...because it reminded me of God's goodness in my life....even when my life is in deep **** he covers me still....as i look back...how much i could have done better with my life....when a person worships or is trying to listen to the word of God, they get so distracted by evil spirits that they cant c...the spirit of bitterness,anger,the whys attitude etc the moment the spirit speaks all at once, they cover the voice of God, they overtake it, you couldnt see whats happening infront of u neither can u hear what the preacher is saying...at this time...at this time...it is when u ask God to forgive u...come into a relationship with Him to get rid of ur troubles.....lift it all up it is then u find release n relief...

People can say whatever they want to me...scold me..accuse me...talk behind my back..i believe the vengeance is of the Lord's. indeed...nothing better than YOU..i wont hold any grudges or blame..because in the end its not me who has to be facing God about the action...these few days..i have been feeling down because i have decision to make...i have been feelin happy because God see me thru my school days...when i feel so empty in the pocket...HE make it seems like i got extra dollar, 6mths seem like 6 days...ahhhh God is good...

Lovely..

2010-07-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

its been raining these past few days..at times it brings down my mood to do assignments..most times i felt like sleeping...i realized i clean my room every weekend..and then it get messy by wed..ahahaha..i get so lazy to go to school..but i have a date waiting for me...im excited for mission trip..yet worried for $$$ man...

2 more months...before i say goodbye to team 29...to SOT and get a job..save money n go US with shihui to meet my friend shizhen !! : ) planned to go for a 3 weeks holiday..LA,NYC,OHIO(where she lives) pit stop to narita japan on the way to US : ) my mind is set straight...by feb chinese new yr...maybe after chinese new yr ?or 1st week of jan...

2010-06-25T00:44:00.001+08:00

5 assignments to go
more test to come
mission trip
preaching test
10 sermons to submit

let me fight a good fight of faith.

Away or To ?

2010-06-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

When you are faced with a problem do you run to or away from God?
Do you treat God as your best friend?
He's the greatest listener...at least in my opinion.
When I feel down, emo,
When i thought i was strong by my own
it only last for that little while.

My broken heart was fixed the day i renewed my life
Forgive me of my sins, im only human
Your grace is sufficient for me
your word it comforts me
your presence covers me
i just want to glorify u

Walk the narrow way..

2010-06-08T16:26:00.001+08:00

im living by faith now..im depending on HIM..let not your words depart from my mouth. Let not my action disappoint you but sent forth the power of the Holy Spirit in my life to saturate my heart and those around me with the words i speak..

The thought of mike connell coming, doesn't excite me..it scares me man..my heart beats fast thats just a random thought...haizz..

3 months to graduation !!! wheeee

Thankful

2010-06-06T04:06:00.002+08:00

i am thankful for friends who celebrated my birthday last month, i know i should update more often but with regards to this blog perhaps i think i shouldn't anyhow announce or link my blog on fb or youtube etc but if u randomly stumbled upon this blog then...praise the Lord haha..

Birthday was great ! never regret my decision not making it big, i felt painful wasting dad's money if i were to book a hall cater food....therefore i celebrate in groups...i love my friends...will take a picture after i met up with the last girl to celebrate bbbbbelated bday haha...

1)SOT
2)Badminton friends
3)CG
4)school besties
5)ministry friends
6)suzan n shihui
7) darren

thank u for the gifts..appreciate big time...the best bday

okokok God is good in my life...previously i was struggling with money issues about paying for the workbook for my school stuff in April...even though its $60+ i was really broke..until i saw a 1 day work that pays $70 just nice to cover my book fee..n i really wanna thank God because i manage to pay off....in May..yes yet another struggle..but HE never fails me this time its $30 there's this 1 day job to facilitate students and its exactly $30...c i can pay off...i love God

i know this is a long post...
many things are happening in the church...alot of warfares but im ready to put on my armor n fight a good fight..

SOT

2010-05-15T01:22:00.001+08:00

In a blink of an eye, im graduating in 3.5 mths time, if you ask me if its worth it i would answer : "never been better" the best decision yet. even if i have to work and support myself, even if it worn me out, by just going to bible school, i learn to be very sensitive to the holy spirit daily, i encounter, i have visions daily, i discern, i preach, i prayed, i heal ,it made me sure of one thing..my God is real, just when you thought he isn't there, he's closer then the air you breathe, he cant be seen but he's like the wind, like fire that burns inside you and that requires faith to experience him and know that He is God...

looking back from the past to now, i have gone so far..i may have failed God many times, i may have blame him for my own mistakes, i may have lost my trust/faith in him but He never fails to prove himself to me. I changed overnight and stop swearing, i stop acting childish i treat my parents better, my friends around me no longer used to be ah lians or bengs it became people whom i can trust and talk to its something im grateful to.

Today in sot, a sister prayed for me, i fall under the power of God because i felt God's presence is too heavy for me, she has an impression , she said that God is pleased in my doings, He's happy with my sacrifice, serving etc...i begin to cry..because i always thought i haven't done enough/ much to glorify Him she told me not to burn myself out...perhaps with work?ministry?participating with AC or more events? i need confirmation i really need to know what area He wants me to move in..a vision came..it kept repeating...beautiful picture of the sunset...a house built in the midst of the green pastures a middle path towards the house...kids and students coming in and out of the house with books and pastor ming was talking about people who wants to be teacher/preacher...i don't know i really don't understand what does that mean..i just wish sometimes He will tell me str at my face..please let me nt procrastinate

unkulunkulun

2010-05-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

hahahah robert (referring to someone who is clumsy and "stupid") learnt from the drama team people -_-'' stuloot (referring to people who are dumb dumb) learnt from the lians in my school hahaha.

suddenly it occurs to me...because of the frequent use of "what if this.. what if that..., if only this.. if only that...it seems like im regretting and not trying....

by the way i lost weight ...hee...trying to lose more...heh

*your grace is sufficient for me daily...fall upon me..but dun squash me hahaha

Happy day

2010-04-25T09:55:00.002+08:00

Pst Bob....
Like Pst Bob mention, no matter what is given to him he will just do it, it doesn't matter which ministry he's in because so long as he can serve God and serve people he's happy and that really jumped on me...im quite neutral in everything have yet to have a ministry that screams at me, make me want to really join...because so long as im spiritually employed i think its good enough....full time ministry..im fine with that..no complain

Oh by the way.......
i got a new tuition kid...at *drum roll* !!!!!!! Jurong west....yes after SOT i could go to her house and give her tuition...then head to my home there and give another tuition....indeed God is good..been dying for a kid at JW inside my heart..i told God "just 1 more perhaps at JW ?" and he answered me..i believe its not a coincidence.

Fashion.....
hahhaha helping out in the annual blueprint 2010 fashion show, showcasing fashion designers around the world, people from mercys will be there and more to come..well i have been shortlisted im helping out to dress the model, bring them to makeup..arrange the clothes in sequence etc..iron it...make sure they fit into the clothes hahaha..tidy them up la..backstage..

Dr Kim......
never fails to amaze me with her formal look and cute accent..she appears to be a very loving mother, someone whom i want as a mentor /spiritual mum...old in age young at heart..shes funny..i couldn't take my eyes off her i just stare and listen to all the testimony she gave..lots of it The transformation of her church took me away my jaw open wide...its "wow" usually Pst would preach about steps and ways to help improve spiritual life and how to walk with God more efficiently but shes different..she talked about what God dislikes...

a)not trying
b)regret
c)ungratefulness
d)waste

i thought there are more that God dislikes perhaps a whole list..

Angie.....
angie's got new game...we were fellowshiping at carls junior (cow junior) and she ask me.."Misa, you want to be God ?" and "huh?' shes got a game...there are lots of people building the towel of babel...so as "God" you have to destroy the people be it by tsunami, storm,wind,fire bombs etc at the end of the game the user usually don't win...its jus to test how long can you endure tapping on the screen...the people will win building the 5 level babel..anw i thought its kinda cool...hahaha angie huishuang me played spot the difference in the end on the itouch instead...its a great day...

mon-(SOT 8.45am-1pm) (FELLOWSHIP 1.30-3pm) (TUITION 4-5.30pm) (TUITION 7pm-8.30pm)

tues-(SOT 8.45am-1pm)( WORK/HOME-1.30pm-6pm )depending on mood

wed-(SOT 8.45am-1pm)( WORK/HOME-1.30pm-6pm )depending on mood

thurs-(SOT 8.45am-1pm )(FELLOWSHIP 1.30-3pm)( TUITION 4-5.30pm)( TUITION 7pm-8.30pm)

fri-(SOT 8.45am-1pm)( WORK/HOME-1.30pm-6pm )depending on mood ( CG 7.30pm-9pm)

do you know?

2010-04-23T17:49:00.002+08:00

do you know my mum's side (which is my cousin) cheryl, christie, joshua is a christian from chc ?
do you know my dad's side jeremy is a christian from chc? i can see the next generation coming to christ, more to come esp in my family...5 days of morning pm...2 days of fasting...im tired...literally...i need slp...assignment not done...books not read yet...bible...arghh...busyy working...

For You i will...push myself to the limit....don't let me burn out...

Whats the buzz?

2010-04-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

Lately, i have been trying to finish up assignments and reading thick books. but nothing beats going to school every morning yes 8.45am earlier then my poly. I never complain, after school i head to work. else tuition or home...mmm im tired..but im happy..this will continue till the end of august after that save up for korea wheeee ok bye

Easter day

2010-04-04T19:35:00.004+08:00

Happy Easter to all my friends ! its about Jesus died and rose again not egg hunting not bunnies hopping etc...i am really tired and physically drained out by the number of rehearsal, the timing needed to reach there, the props pre-set, going home late...yes i was involved in the drama ministry. i watched the play 7 times, i come face to face with Pst Kong jus maybe 4cm away from me ? yes the devil never fails to scare me from behind 7times quietly and the rest of my team mates jus stare and laugh at me -_-''. but nevertheless i know God is good, its a great experience i would never forget : )

i more i procrastinate not preaching the word...the more its gonna come to me as shown above gg...good game my friends

Tiring day

2010-03-21T00:18:00.005+08:00

my flesh is weak but my heart is willing...

Today's service is great..with pst cesar im convicted by the things he said. What if one day you died and you went up into heaven and you saw the father, you yell and scream "oh my !! thats Jesus, hello !" and yet he doesn't know you because he doesn't have any relationship with you neither are u saved/ receive salvation in his name, do you think you can still enter into the gates of heaven ?

i don't want to live my life without producing something great, if you know what i mean, i want to be someone great, someone people could remember because in some ways or another i changed their life.

ANYBODY WANNA GO FOR EASTER SERVICE ? LET ME KNOW THANKS :) hee

jack oh jack

2010-03-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

he confess to a 2 yr affair with 22 yr old model, wife knows about it but choose to close one eye

How stupid can u get to risk leaving your 27 years long term marriage to have fun with someone that could be your daughter ? shes is 1 yr older than me...boy oh boy...big mistake shame on you...i hope yo learn your lesson...be thankful you have a wife that still loves you no matter what happens...one more strike and i think you are out of the game...and by the way her name is wendy chong...age 22 freelance model...i hope you learn your lesson of not being a adulterer intruder aka slu*. poor W...be careful when u go out...people mite throw an egg

Chernobyl-The forbidden and the forgotten

2010-03-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

im obsessed with chernobyl i really don't know why, perhaps the thoughts of empty town, ruin buildings/schools/hospital excites me but of cos, being there is another thing. i would freak out, but have you played games such as maybe silent hill or something similar to abandon town? ya...chernobyl i name it as the forbidden and the forgotten, if u don't know what happened please go GOOGLE !!! i love articles or story with regards to the place. its known as the ghost town...how cool is that ? and yes they allow visitors to enter still after wat happened...maybe when i get married that would be my ideal destination for a short honeymoon ?? heee

job

2010-03-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

i seriously, need a job, other then giving tuition which i honestly think it pays well, i really don't know what to do man...im literally sitting at home/going for interviews. i should just open a tuition centre, like that i would earn crazily. ok...back to the progress on my study bible...hee i finish genesis : ) and the word power (memorizing 20 bible verses-preliminary round) i only manage to remember 4....im so going to "swensen". wish me well...

TAEYANG OPAH !!!

2010-02-26T21:40:00.004+08:00

Saranghamnida !!! He's the best !

Prosperity

2010-02-21T01:56:00.002+08:00

Prosperity is deeper than mere material wealth. True prosperity and fulfillment come as a result of obeying God.

To u: Please do not compare A & S and me when it comes to SOT. Perhaps i am not as spiritually strong as they are, but i believe i can be molded during the process of it, im going SOT for myself as myself...if i need to learn the hard way so be it, if im late i will jus do duties (cleaning, whatsoever) it might not be healthy in the short run, but im having faith in the long run its gonna be better.

Today i bought a Life application study bible by Dr Billy Graham NLT version, so that i could study at home, there are many times when i read my NKJV and i couldnt apply to the present situation, because i don't understand, i have been struggling no doubt with my daily walk with God, neither do i want to pretend as if i know the bible much. Im excited to go home and read it, the first page blew me away...it screams loudly "Don't just listen to God's word. You must do what it says. Otherwise you are only fooling yourselves" woahhh...You are speaking to me immediately isn't it ? obviously its for me

i bought another bible its NKJV ultra slim bible and i love it, been longing for one but its too expensive , thanks to my friend i got a pretty good discount of course pay with my ang bao money, financial situation that i do not wish to disclose...perhaps JY would know my condition cos, we talked quite abit, i need to work my ass off...but anyhoooo that particular study bible was 30% this week i have no idea why only this week, because this kind of books is usually $60-100 somebody in the team saw that maybe its tag with the wrong price $37.45 but no when the store is about to close, the leader said " yes, this is a very good price, only for this week 30% after discount its $26.22".just imagine if i didn't serve on that day, im missing out on good stuff, i have always wanted a study bible, miraculously lowered into the price category i could afford i couldn't thank Him enough.

The NKJV is too chio....my old red bible is falling apart...many pages fall out, my notes...the passage/verse i highlight for my daily fight with the devil is fading...i know i need a new sword the old one is rusty...finally i have changed it...the old one can retire at home the new one can fight tgt with me when i go bible school : ) oohhh but she's alittle too ex before discount $45.48 after discount is $36.38....

total cost : $62.60

sometimes less talk is better

2010-01-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

i don't know why these few days i am at the edge of breaking point..yes fyp gone, edp didn't win the title but i thank God for great teachers to encourage me. There are people who thinks my idea is good, there are people who went up to us and tell us he want to invest but thats just words never really bothered much.

To my edp mates, you might not/might see this but i just wanna say i appreciate everything you all have put in and im sorry at the same time for being a bitch* perhaps i was scolding you guys i am just not myself.

the year 2010 is gonna be a great start i believe, a year to stretch myself, to do things right again...

Nas is going to Aussie soon and i don't like it. argh...

Almost there

2010-01-21T12:26:00.002+08:00

Yes, halfway end to FYP , im only left with the presentation part and next up would be the EDP program. Really cant wait for school to end, i have been getting involve in nationwide entrepreneurship competition and i have 3 more coming up, im trying to build up my resume here. Holiday is in a few weeks time and im gone boomz..happy.

Been busy been tiring myself out somedays staying in school late and reaching home at 9pm (not cool) but thank God, without him i would have run away and escape everything.

HMMmm i was wondering when was the last time i ate at a restaurant ? arghhh

a day with lky

2010-01-05T01:52:00.003+08:00

Monday, HR management..easy peasy i think another A shouldn't be a problem i hope. ok after school went to CHILL with ah keng at causeway point...seriously causeway point needs to refurnish everything man and add more stores, its rather pathetic, theres nothing much to shop, anwssss we slack at the toy section and he saw his bus--toy bus that might direct him to the zoo hahah -_-'' and i was busy lookin at the japanese sushi,dumpling making thingy..when i was young..all i know was barbie n ken, and babydoll, playdoh..now...haizz....dun even have the luxury to spend $40 on a game :(..... okok went to MEGA FOODCOURT and eat ice kachang its been 8months since i last ate one, me n keng were debating something that will just keep going on n on n on boring on n on forever ! ohhh ya MEGA reminds me of the McDonald commercial.

temptation

2009-12-31T18:24:00.002+08:00

alright, its 31 dec and later im going countdown with shihui and guys, at the henderson wave, and i hope to see fireworks (better be !!!!), well a romantic getaway i must say, with our "champaign cup" inside filled with juice ahahha and some finger food, and of course the firecracker, and perhaps radio ? this is how we will welcome 2010. Picnic at night, i want to start the year right..seriously..discipline...although thats what i told myself every year..but..im gonna try teehee..schools im choosing please help : )

PSB-

PSB American Degree Program - Leading to BSc in Business Administration- Awarded by California State University, Long Beach its a 3-4 yr course im not sure (2 yrs in Spore, 2 yrs in USA) i really want to c the world man, i wanna experience it but the duration isnt it long ?

(rank 24 in the States)

Bachelor of Science (Honours) Banking and Finance
Bachelor of Science (Honours) Business
Bachelor of Science (Honours) Economics and Management
Bachelor of Science (Honours) Management -University of London (External System) 2-3 years course
( rank 67 in the world )

SIM-

Double Degree in Business Administration and Psychology - Full-time

awarded by University at Buffalo, The State University of New York (4yrs)
(school is rank 126 in the US) get to study there for 2 yrs as well.

Double Major in Communication and Psychology - Full-time

awarded by University at Buffalo, The State University of New York (4yrs)

thats my choice i have narrowed down to...

Merry merry Christmas And a happy new year : )

2009-12-27T02:02:00.003+08:00

Yes its the time of the month to say goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010.

Thanks for all the Christmas gifts you all have sent i really love it : )

Before that yes i need to study for my exams which is coming up really soon Jan and Feb im dead !!! but its ok God can give me all the knowledge i want

finish up my EDP (presentation date jan 26, i want to win the $1000) and FYP (evaluation on 18 Jan).

i love church, not only because i have to go, but i want to, im drawn to that place, i don't care what you say about me always having to go church, i think its the best place ever compared to clubs and pubs

i don't understand why he needs to lie about having exams n test and not go to church, u r a loser, u don't know what u r missing, u feel empty and yet you find facebook comforting thats bullshit.

And you, don't cry in front of me,don't dig up the past and cry over spilled milk, pray to God and ask Him to give you some wisdom please, you and your silly stories bored me. NEXT TIME bring your own tissue.

2010 march bible school (SOT) here i come !!!! happy new year *hugs to all mankind

FYP

2009-12-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

Its the month of Dec, and i have fyp to finish. im holding on to a ticking time bomb !! im gonna try my best anyways !! JIA YOU !!
(i will always put YOU first)

so ok my school library just opened a new cafe "real people real entertainment" theres a big huge screen tv for students to play football game on the screen, pool tables etc, the ambience is superb alittle pricey but good customer service. the cheese cake is heavenly, the best cake tasted, its like the kind you taste in a hotel. no joke. ohhh and i got library fine of $4.80 how great !

Happy ThanksGiving !

2009-11-27T16:18:00.003+08:00

Salvation Mountain : )

2009-11-21T18:02:00.003+08:00

(in case u don't know its the rivers of living water)

Have you seen a mountain dedicated to God (although all the mountains and everything are all his) Leonard lives there, he got his paints from volunteers, people donate it to him etc....When you want to do something great for God, i think resources will come to you automatically

Salvation Mountain, Niland, Imperial County, California, USA

Leonard will be the first to tell you that he’s not an artist. He almost blushes at any comparison. What he has done however, that sets him apart, is to express his passion on a large scale in a way that has not been seen before.

He sculpts his subjects out of adobe and then coats them with paint. The first few coats absorb into the dirt. If you have ever painted anything you know that if you put on too much paint, the paint will drip and run. That’s what Leonard does – he puts on as much paint as he can. As a result, you will see drips everywhere on the mountain. That’s his style. I call it the "splooch" method. He blobs the paint on rather than paints it on. Much of the mountain has 10 to 15 coats of paint on it. Leonard doesn’t worry too much about the drips because he knows that he will paint it over again. The more paint, the tougher it is.

This is Leonard’s art – it is simple, true, and honest.

visit : http://www.salvationmountain.us/menu.html

videos for laughter

2009-11-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

enjoy...u wont regret watching : )

Fav song of the day : One Republic- Mercy

Bon Qui Qui

2009-11-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

I am.....

2009-10-26T10:23:00.001+08:00

The holiday is Dec 15 uber long to go...i am so counting down to that.
Yet another monday for me, its the 4th week of school and i really felt sooo depressed, i have assignments to finish by this month and i havent even started, i have my fyp to do i have alot to think, i have uni school to choose, i have to clear my unwanted stuff, i have to blablablabla.....from what i see..yes im a complainer...i don't really feel like going to school today, but i was pulled up by God.

You know that kinda feeling, where you saw somebody who is misfortunate than yours in tv shows, youtube etc and you just go..."oh my life is so much better, im so blessed, need to treasure it, need to study harder, im gonna help the people, thank God for everything" but later on in life, you seem to take it for granted, you seem to become a cant be bothered person, lazy and stupid.

Then God talk to me,

"aaaa, what are you doing, u are inspired to do the things u desire, I will guide n lead you the way, the talents i have given you put on good use so that you can reap even more, if you lend it to the poor you lend it onto Me, be of good cheer, now wake up and conquer your Goliath"

My God is like redbull, he gives me energy and strength to fly what about yours?

the whole thing above to u (strangers/friends) might not be "linking" or you don't like it..so be it

Fav song of the day: It's alright it's ok -Ashlee Tisdale

which tetris block r u?

2009-10-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

You Are the "L" Block

You are creative and interesting. You are always coming up with a new spin on things.Until people figure you out, you tend to be under appreciated. You talents usually go unnoticed at first.You are adventurous and a total experimenter. You've tried things that people haven't even dared to contemplate.You are always reinventing yourself in novel ways. You've gone through many different phases in your life.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattetrisblockareyouquiz/

Parlez vous francais?

2009-10-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

Strange thinking..how come we never use cloth to wrap up present? its reuse-able isn't it. the other day i was buying curtain for my window at ikea, i realise the length of it is way too long, cut it and kept the "extras" in my drawer, now that i imagine i think its pretty to wrap a present with it. im serious. receiver can use that to clean etc..isn't it great? it won't tear on you too..

im into ghost hunting these few weeks, and yes i found a real ghost whisperer, someone who cross over the dead. i am really very impressed by him. i believe him and hes kinda handsome too : )

Fav song of the day : Body Language-Jesse McCartney

yet another week

2009-10-12T09:21:00.002+08:00

i love my job i love my job(school). while others are relaxing in school , buzzing in and out of school as fast as they could, i have to stay back.

anw, jus all of a sudden i miss stef...i miss brunching-lunchin with her heading to the bookshop for snacks and drinks. i wonder if she misses me too : ( random yes, its my last lapse in school, got to give it my all n my best.

i miss nas too, wheres all the chicken wing n fries at holland ? wheres the shopping?

Misa needs a part time job...can somebody help?

fav song for today : owl city-hot air balloon

Inseparable

2009-10-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

School is officially starting on monday and i wasn't at all prepared to meet my "wilderness/goliath" after a long break of nua-ness rotting and staying up late at night some with shihui till late 4am else playing my sims 2 ,facebook games ,watchin drama series. thts how i spent my 5 weeks.

4 months of school (torture)...gosh...thank God la...

im kinda guilty..
compared to the number of hours on my entertainments/activities etc
and spenting time with God i think
my activities sorta rule over God..mann...tht sucks
activities that benefit me instead of the kingdom's sake..
im such a loser man

im loving mariah carey's inseparable...thts my new ringtone wheeee all thanks to stillglamourus

i love sun

2009-09-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

came back from malaysia on wed, send eriko to the airport and immediately i fell sick, must be the rain. twice im drenched in it. dry throat, flu and im guessing fever soon?

anw..didnt get a chance to really care for yam, due to her gory injury it left me to feel like squeezing her wrist (evil me) but anw girl, im praying for you. so get well soon, c God gave u close good friends !

yst was the live webstream with sun,shes getting hotter n hotter i love her hair. heard that her new album is coming out. yst for the first time i heard her fancy free mv and i tell u the dance move was chreographed by lady gaga's dancer how cool is that ? basically her whole album talks about how one should persue their dreams, be free and just be yourself...i miss her

at the same time shihui intro me a new english drama series the vampire diaries..i thought its somewhat similar to twilight but also has its own twist to the story which i find it rather fascinating, of course the actors cannot be compared to edward.mmmm alsoooo at the same time i was watching gossip girl !!!! wheee season 3 episode 1 i waited forever for that to come out !!!! im still waiting for desperate housewive n ghost whisperer....

like a father you keep me away from danger
allow me to open up my heart to u
n love me unconditionally
im thankful and grateful
that im alive every single day
i might not be the perfect vessal for you to use
but i really wanna grow n be like you someday
xoxo

its not how much you can serve God
but its how much you can love God.

experience

2009-09-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

im in Malaysia writing this blog, Eriko is with me. i have been here in Penang last year with the school. now im with her, ask me why im blogging..because im tired..i have been walking for the past 6hrs n i have decided to find a internet cafe to settle down.

the bus back to kl is at 11.30pm, im here at the cafe since 4.30, and now its close to 5.30pm..well the rest of the places is just too far because of the stupid bridge, jam road. but nevertheless, this georgetown is hugeee. will take pictures of my goodies soon.

anw..i went to little india, chinatown just now, went to do threading on my whole face...seriously humans are hairy, i wax my leg too hahah almost cried in pain but its bearable. at some point i was feeling so lost because the streets can get mixed up. people here helped alot but i guess majority of them doesnt speak english.

Random gain

2009-09-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

alright, its been a while since i last saw his blog, i must say it felt like a sermon man, well or should i say every post he made made me feel less compatible and less worthy to and for him. i know he must be facing lotsa stress right ,having to handle his workload of studies and at the same time balancing his part time job, i wonder if he reads my blog.

(gosh my cgl is so gonna see this, and thinks im going crazy)

which one?

2009-09-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

which one should i buy for school use? my old bags are getting old n they really spoiling

complete ram-bling

2009-09-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

long time no updates, im here to annouce " im having my holiday whee" 5 weeks of holiday 1 week just passed and yes its ending pretty soon ha.

ask me what have have i been up to? mmm clearing all my stuff, waiting for the worker to come paint my room one part of the wall will be dark purple alittle maroon, another side of the wall will be a zebra print design the top border part of my wall will be black and the rest a white color i cannot wait..i told my dad, hes kinda upset but i dun really care :) he says dark colors attract mosquitoes im like -_-'' sure man. room makeover needs a step at a time. with the big animal print i dun need to stick shit/paper on my wall wheeee !!

okok eriko is really coming on the 9th sep 5.15pm...seriously i have to share a room with her, n my room is freaking enough for 1 person...my brother's room on the other hand can slp 3 ppl my dad n mum's can slp 4 person. i have to admit my room is the storeroom hahaa..! i cannot wait for her to come how m i going to tell her " hey i got cellgroup on fri, hey i got church on sat awesome, come with me" arghh

nnnn yes i film in yam's fren fyp its called moments of u, its kinda weird but i definitely felt weiguang's pain hahah. nnnnn i went to marche did i tell u how much i love it ? check out my fb pictures for more info : )

buzz buzz

2009-08-21T14:55:00.002+08:00

Microecons exam is on mon morning 8.30am and BPMN is at 4.30pm that afternoon. i really need to revise again. jiayou la

This week i went to watch ORPHAN with nas and i tell you piang the girl is a great actress, a creepy psycho girl man, its worth your money, 2hrs show, alittle draggy but definitely good. nas got her braces off, and i could c her straight white teeth hahaha

Mon night went to eat dinner with lemon !! long time no see him le la, got car car can fetch me hahaha take his advantage, i enjoyed myself we talk crap, jokes it was fun fun fun

wed, i gave tuition to the little kids and i stayed at home to study my marketing exam

thurs, marketing exam, gave another tuition at night

fri, slack waiting to go cg...

i reall need to clean my room, like really man im serious any free helpers?

May God heal tingx2's granddad immediately : )

Yes i love R&B

2009-08-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

is it wrong to like it ?

everytime i step in a shop with R&B song playing, my friends always say "aaaa misa your song" its not the first time and yes im obsessed with R&B, hiphop sooo??

ah ya..been awhile since i blog, holiday is coming and so is my exam

my marketing plan presentation was done, my EDP still in the midst of it, my fyp presentation was done too, i felt more relaxed compared to before...2 more weeks jia you !! anyway tell u a good news, im shortlisted for Singapore CIMS marketing plan competition :)

(you carry my cross down the valley, where things seems to not be in favor of me, you watch and protect me even though i wasn't up to your standard which im suppose to be. i disappoint u time and time again but yet u take me back countlessly. you have always proven yourself to me,
yet i kept denying you. this time round, i know without you i am nothing.)

A moment like this

2009-08-04T09:44:00.002+08:00

i never felt like this before, am sleepy, don't feel like going to school and attending it makes me sick. i kept procrastinating, every little things need to be done my excuses were "later, later" why? cos i just feel so lazy....

mmm Eriko is officially coming Sep 9, she will be staying at my house, u cheeky guys out there....theres no way u gonna touch her : )

i told her to stay for 4-5 days because seriously, my country is really boring

1st day perhaps idk i will jus make sure she buys "ba gua" (barbecue pork)

sentosa,bird park,zoo,esplanade (merlion), The Singapore flyer, chinatown, little india, kampong glum, bugis (shopping), clarke quay night life, orchard, vivo. toy Museum, cable car, marina square

Discovery is good for all

2009-07-28T10:24:00.001+08:00

Everything in life offers us a platform to learn – from a simple argument to the fights– there is something valuable to learn from each of them.

Some great men encourage this value of incidents of life and encourage us to appreciate everything that we have got and consider the practice of striving for more as a sign of materialism.

And there are others who say that as human beings, we are made to push our limits and discover more to reach for something higher and become a WINNER.

Having struggled a lot with this issue, I have realised that the WOW factor of life is about maintaining a balance in between these two. I remember a beautiful lesson that once I heard on Discovery:

“After climbing a steep hill, you will find that there are many more hills to be climbed. Take a moment to rest there, steal a view of the glorious scene that surrounds you and look back on the distance you have come. But you can rest only for a moment, for with freedom comes responsibilities and the long walk of life has yet not ended.”

Please no

2009-07-27T11:57:00.001+08:00

OH GOD i don't want to present on the 29 July...please let it be 5 Aug !!! or later !!!! AHHHHH !!! jus kill me i would appreciate it

i just want you

2009-07-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

hello, this is a song that constantly coming up in my mind these few weeks its by planet shakers, not the lastest but yet the most memorable 1.

More than a nice melody,
More than the sweetest of word's,
This is love i have found,
and with this love i am found.

I just want you Jesus, i just want you my Lord,
I just want you Jesus, i just want you.

Never could i comprehend,
The love you so freely give,
Never could i be worthy,
But your love covers all of my sin.

I just want you Jeses,
I just want you my Lord,
I just want you Jesus i just want you.

There is no greater love than your's,
Nothing else could ever compare
And even if i search all the world i will never find a love like your's .
There is no greater love than your's,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world i will never find a love like your's.

I just want you Jesus,
I just want you my Lord,
I just want you Jesus,
I just want you,
Jesus!

1.34am

2009-07-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

now is the month of July, i asked myself what have i achieve? and the answer, its jus too brief, not much done. im still pressing on, im still having faith, im still workin on it :)

went ikea yst with kengyip, yam, kenneth and we saw the newly wed (glady's n husband) there too, we went to shop n eat, and yes the fact that its near my house i love them to death, hahha they stay freaking far from me man.

i saw on facebook, jessica keeps away from carbs for a week i think, and she lost 2.8kg mmmm i wonder if tht happens to everybody who does tht, maybe i should give it a try...1 week without carbo..thts hard ar..wat can u eat? sandwich also cannot got bread wat...

okokok..last week i went to watch with shizhen the haunting of connecticut ( i actually wanted to buy the book its freaking ex) well, its a true story, i wouldnt say its ghost story but it does involve some demonic view, and how a guy who got cancers was miraculously healed, and they say God works in mysterious ways...believe it or not..i koe i do...

marketing plan is coming to an end soon, and im really happy, all thanks to muiting, she did alot of things, im jus helping her out...

Thank God i have good real best friends around me....someone i can share my problems, someone who does the same action/speak the same word/has the same idea as me unknowingly, at the same time.. :) i love it when things are not planned. really, i dun have any friend tht smokes even if they did, they are really not tht close to me...ahahahaha..people say, one tends to attract ur own kind n befriend them...bhb rite...

BUT GOD BUT GOD BUT GOD...SHUT UP

2009-07-14T12:28:00.002+08:00

HA...didnt mean to be mean...but the song keeps flowing in my mind..

"dun wanna walk this road alone.....
but God saves the day, " ha He's the superhero in my life i do dream bout it sometimes, u koe how cartoon/animation style HA ! u r in trouble, n God with his mighty hands would pick me up/ carry me..

another situation would be when i was praying, i rmb i used to say, but God...how...er...help me.me.me.me...but God...cannot leh....n the big word flash through me "SHUT UP !"....this sinks into me finally, if u r not willing to obey what God wants u to do, u could be easily replaced by others and then u missed God's work of miracle/event in your life that could help to strengthen ur faith/spiritually well being.

im in school...2 weeks to dateline..still tryin to finish my fyp..mmmm...BY God's grace, im more peaceful now...everything happen in his time...so be still !!!

i live for u n not for me anymore...i will follow u n live by faith...renewed mind renewed self...

shoppin !!!

2009-07-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

hellooo.....i jus went shopping with muiting, the same place i always meet with shizhen....bugis :) bought a jeans at $25, a top $10 a spec $8 nnnnn we went nydc fo student meal. its so filling !! our fyp was at 11.30am....meet the teacher discuss some issues, ask some question etc.....

my team have been approached by this teacher, hes picking 2-3 groups to help an airline company in Singapore to create some unique stuff to their webby i dunno what is it but definitely not something i learnt before, should i take up the challenge?
any comments?
it will affect my grades soooo???how

iTS alright im ok i think God can explain.....

2009-07-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

im running again...

Misa has to finish doing up a marketing proposal draft to the faci by mon with mui ting all the strategic marketing, surveys etc is draining her out. Today was not great, muiting n me went to interview the shop owner in our school to ask some questions and at the same time, took a picture n video for the marketing plan. she joins this so that she could be picked to represent her school for the CMS marketing competition. she really wanna try hard.

Misa also took part in the EDP but right now, because of H1N1 some meeting will be postpone, but still she have to come up with a business idea and of cos do a proposal on tht.

Misa also have to create a flash to introduce the lastest albums/song for her FYP website
Misa also have to do a website template from photoshop pass to ivan to do his magic dreamweaver
Misa has to figure out cooliris to be implemented on her website...to have the iphone feel
Misa has to give tuition 2-3 times a week
Misa has to do like a youtube message box auto post thing which she has no idea what it is n how to do

her teacher told her whatever she learn does not n will not wow the judges unless she n her team uses something that they never learn before. nn we cant ask for help because this will cause a degrading of points for her FYP which in turn affect her damn GPA.
she sleeps late, wake up late go to school late and cause her f****grade to drop by 0.5

u think i didnt organize time, u think im so smart to debug codes, im squeezing, im draining, im falling, im pissed, im running out of time. im bloggin because, i need to loose it all out...i need to tok. n u know whats the best part? exams are coming in afew weeks time...great how lovely...

Hand sanny !!!

2009-06-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

misa bought hand sanitizer when she head out with naseera to eat popeye on monday. i watched drag me to hell for the 2nd time...again...its good but of cos the 1st impact was fabbbb...the "kids" behind us were so noisy n irritating...kuku la idiots nnnn me n nas went to thai express (its been while since i ate there) even since nas thai express been replaced by some river valley authentic thai food....

(misa is kuku, her neighbour is a thai..shes like my 2nd mum she cooks for me free tom yam, the thai mango desserts, her famous chicken rice ,nasssss the one we ate in thailand : ) )

oh its time for me to really take precautious, afterall there are 9 ppl in my sch kanna H1N1 & only the year 1s are quarantined, yr 2 n 3 have to go back school lovely man...nnnnnn another reason is cause cause......the bus to my house / mrt whatever public transport sureeeee bound to have people digging their nose especially the old ah pekssss arghhhh and just anyhow touch here n there on the handle bar...can u imagine u touched it n then u go out...eat junk food..orrrr worse eat ur favvvv fries etc with ur finger...the germs u carry...so im practicing good hygience haah

IF MISA CAN DO SO CAN U !! (together lets fight the germs)

shizhen !!! cant wait to head out with u on monday !!!

my flesh is weak but my heart is willing

2009-06-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

if you could just forgive me
the urgency and the avoiding process in my life
i walk in darkness but now i know
i shall not be a babe but wait for ur time
i know it will come
i know it will come

PUT U FIRST PUT U FIRST !!!! HAVE FAITH HAVE FAITH

piece of advice

2009-06-15T01:49:00.002+08:00

Just a quick note to all : if u found me talking to you rudely these few weeks i apologize before hand first in case i step on people's toe i dunno.

someone commanded me in my 3rd little home, someone younger, someone that makes me feel useless, but at the same time does nothing, she put the "CGL" in her mouth, n have small discussion that made me feel uncomfortable
people are whispering
people are murmuring
people are gossiping
people are pretending
miss know it all
all of these things i do not know, transparency needs to be shown

this is my obsession

2009-06-12T16:06:00.002+08:00

i have a confession about my obsession with pretty boxes and plastic/paper bag yes..i collect them and keep it..those ugly crumpled one, i will use it..pretty boxes i will use it and if it gets dirty,dusty blablabla hahaha of cos throw away la...

im way behind my FYP....GG...died....exams are startin...oh God oh God....how.....ahhhh....

To glad: ur card is gonna be bling....wear a sunglasses...happy wedding day mrs teo : )

movie day out my dearest shizhen : )

2009-06-07T01:48:00.001+08:00

nite out with naseera : ) at the flyer so romantic

2009-06-07T01:33:00.004+08:00

scki figure urself

2009-06-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

its getting dusty here..hahah im sick...really, flu, fever u name it i got it...not good...look like a zombie..im meeting shizhen later 1pm cant wait...im sure i will be sneezin...at nite go bs...sat serve, go pm..sun ubin...im not gonna be recoverin tht fast...have yet to even touch my project stuff im deadddddd haizz....still got marketin plan to write...help !

poke ur face !!

2009-05-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

i haven't been sleeping well/early, i have alot on my plate now, n i was chatting with mj (not mary-jane not spiderman's gf) about our fyp,upcoming exam,tmr's module,pre-readings,woman's stuff,random stuff. although we are all in diferent class but im sure we have lots to catch up, i dunno i jus felt "sucked away", no life. i mention how we are struggling like cockroaches being sprayed by the insecticide, and she put it in a way like a turtle overturned (power!) indeed im starting to feel the pressure n i think im sinking..soon.
jia you la!..hwaiting! gambatte! all the best!~

OOOHHHH DID I MENTION SHE IS BACK?? SHIZHEN !! MY BUDDYY/BESTIES IS BACK FROM THE STATES, she msg me once she landed how sweet is tht? i sorta smile to myself in the bus. i jus hope shes doesn't carry any swine flu...since the new yorker got it...but shizhen came back from boston...-_-''

(btw..coding i hate u, mysql i also hate u, flash i hate u too,microecons i hate u as well, no holiday i hate it even more!) calling all patience...love...wisdom...knowledge...peace pleasee come to me :) need u urgently

to Jo-Ann: weiii...don't cry alone infront of ur comp, got things to talk jus tell me/complain/crap anything. now tht u are free...its ur turn to comfort me ha okkkk fast n pray

saranghaemida !!!

2009-05-25T13:22:00.002+08:00

im into the korean vibes, and i have no idea why, i think mrs cho brought it here. anw i have changed the music videos above, most of the song are in the top 10 either in april or may in korea. i jus find it beaty/funky. i am actually happy people are really checking my blog out as far as england hahaha how cool is that !!! HOLAAAA !

okok, anw sign up for makeupalley.com, its where people all over the world would trade their makeup for example (foundation oopsss wrong color for my skintone) then u can swap with something else say a benefit blusher etc? i have yet to check out singapore's sephora : (
my to-do list is moving really slowly...how how how...im getting lazy, im addicted really to the comp/internet. not a good sign hur. im random..so random..im gonna leave now ! shoots oohhh yam : gossip girl finish leee
ugly betty also finish leee
desperate housewives season 5
ghost whisperer also finish le....

next up....harpers island

i love everybody

2009-05-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

ohhh man, when u thought no one remembers your bday...lots pop up on msn, sms, facebook, in person, i love the effort ppl put in to wish me a happy birthday. YAM treat me an ice cream cake although she met me late and make me wait !! but still i understand because at least she bothers to meet me for dinner even though shes freaking busy : ) , woman buy me a cake after school next time im all urs k : ) and besties (muiting, andrea,wendy, jessalyn, carina, peiling, julien) bought me one cake too and sing in the canteen, and then another group sang to me as well. hahah so paiseh...so far the present i got are essential to my daily life, which is gooddd...i love...

ooooo alot of small chats on msn by different ppl, wanting to meet up with me...u koe who u r...u owwwweeee me a treat !!!! ahhh im loved...i really m....im happy..at least i koe if i die who will come for my wake... (jk) i enjoyed myself....life is good God is good

happy birthday to myself !!!!

2009-05-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

yessh im officiallyyyyy 20. feel so old freaking old man....20 yrs of growing up close to 6 yrs in church. im trying to think what i have achieve these 20 yrs n true enough my resume doesn't let me down ahahaha.

another year older, another year wiser.
pass driving test by this year laaaa please Goddd as my bday present..... :)

exam dates

2009-05-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

i have microeconomics test on the 19/6, 24/7, 16th week
marketing 28/5, 16/7, 16th week
business process 18/6, 23/7, 16th week
FYP dateline 7/8

all the best !!
now its the 5th week still got 11 more weeks to jia you

Jehovah-Jireh, in him i trust alone. gimme more gimme gimme more :)

stars in their eyes

2009-05-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

i have been going home these pass few days, my room is in a mess ! Mrs Cho, she's talented even at her age, although her english doesn't speak well but still a mighty woman of God. With her in our church i can just sense that we can do greater things for God, we could be the koreans.

Happy Birthday to Nadia !

went out with BK yesterday evening. thanks to him, i found a new hideout place- marina barrage. oh i almost died ! he seriouslyyyy dunno how to drive and like gladys hes a road dumbie, i ask him " do u have any road book/map" and he replied "i dun carry books around"
-_-'' so i guess he prefers to get lost in the area and jus going circles.

ohhhhhhh JO-ANNN YAM u better thank me for the little satisfaction u have at changi airport, WWWWWWW and ur popeye, its been a while eating at popeye i love food court still. anw, we were stalking people and her singing her "Eh keh siao song" jus drives me nuts. know u have been under lots of stuff but, rest assure everything will into the right places.

tmr....meeting wif naseera ! wheeeee okkkk mineral foundation breaks me out !! i hate ittttt

is it any wonder ? .......

2009-05-12T09:17:00.002+08:00

Have u ever wondered if the things that you do gets paid off? or you wish you could have done more, and get appreciated more?

get real, life is like that dumbies thts not gonna happen !! so shooo !

BLROGG BLROGG

2009-05-10T02:07:00.002+08:00

i am truely blessed, when my thought fails me He never does, surprise in all ways. Thank you. no more running wild, promise.

To my mum, happy mummy day. I bought her lotsa real flowers and cake with muiting accompanying me after school on fri.

what am i doing now: doing bday card for nadia n adeline cos their bday is up !! hahah shall not reveal much about the card, im proud of it. u will be as well hahaha

what am i doing tmr: do homework, read on microeconomics, give tuition : )

To myself : FIGHTING !!!! finish your goals fasttt

about today (sat) : he didnt come to church today, guess it was his mum's bday. and he say hi while standing right infront of my face with his friends, that was nice : )

FYP FYP

2009-05-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

FYP, u think i like you? i don't, you make my life miserable. u sucky thing

mmm anws, i have been learning korean through series of variety shows like (we got married, all those reality tv shows...) and yes weiguang i love korean bands/singers. one day i wanna visit Korea k.

went to church yst,Pst Stephan K. Munsey, is one of the best preacher i ever heard, u guys can check out on youtube, if u think the bible is like woahhh alot of words to read and you are not keen, well this guy makes it meaningful, and easy to remember, his acting skill can be compared to the hollywood actor and actresses, im serious hes good. im enjoying myself in church.

experimenting my digi

2009-05-03T22:41:00.003+08:00

im a survival..

2009-04-28T16:20:00.002+08:00

anw im having my micro-economics lesson today,was talking about the different economy system, etc was really boreeeedd to death, so far so good i have been listening to lesson. got to know alot of new friends.

guess wat guess wat guess wat ? i have earned myself an A for maketing class in my 2nd week of school, the 1st week was a B, first day of school, really didn't expect much though. im happy, faci actually appoint me to read the problem statement and everything so does my business process teacher, i think im gonna really make it this semester, i don't wanna screw this up.

ohhhh i need to watch a film fest show(local/overseas) and write 1 1000 word essay, i love to write : )

VERTICAL HORIZON !!! should i go ??? concert??? i love them !!!
misaaa don't be too happy because everything might go topsy turvy

cause i had a bad day.......

2009-04-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

are u testing me huh God, r u??? its the worse worse day, im not like lky whos got the storm and all the drama ra ra (trees falling) even though i have never seen trees falling, i think i was at home using the comp, nvm.

yst, i was late for school, which causes muiting to be downgraded instead of me she reached early and wait for me at the mrt, i feel bad haiz see favor favor from teacher who likes me more then other student hahah even though im 2mins late,

next up my comp died on me, the log in time and the waiting time is freakkking slow compared to last time and i went to the helpdesk to check it out, now it is ok after 45mins of check up ,

some how before going for cell group im in school using the comp as usual, waiting for lky to go home and take guitar before heading to cg, i went to do my quiz,evaluation etc and i left the RJ out and went home to do, but the internet is not working...why today haizz and i hand in my reflection after the dateline, nxt morning haizzzz went to the library and do. mannn im bustedd..

overall i think God wants my attention, i get it, the whole conclusion is like that, seek him and not the net...now the internet service gong gong at home.....mann i think i scolded God stupid, i hate him etc during trails and tribulation...guilty girl haizz go home n repent....

School's 1st day

2009-04-20T15:18:00.002+08:00

Marketing for the first day of school, not fun, not cool, not enough time. new frens new timing new teacher. what more could i ask for?

School is starting and im barely awake

2009-04-14T21:45:00.002+08:00

Great.....school is starting, again thanks man..after so many months of chilling, making myself fat, chilling and becoming fat at home i have to go to school with the heavy laptop spending my entire day in school introducing myself all over again "Hi, my name is misa" the thought of it makes me sick i have to do that every semester. New friends new teacher and of cos FYP thurs i m meeting up with the team mates to discuss on the use case specification-->class/detailed diagram nottttt coool.

OOO i went out with Nas today after so longgg, it was nice tokin to her everytime, shes like me talkative cheerful, im glad to have a fren like her aaaaa nas u happy anot, mention u lehhh....

i was jealous going thru mj's facebook pic, the amount of seafood at bali/batam i dunno lahhh ah ya, it reminds me of the thailand trip i went but anyway mj is my tv-show come movie download buddy i dunno why i mention her but its great to have a fren like her also

did i talk about easter??? ya went church with muiting n daren, wasnt nice this year not funny, too rush. but im happy to see tim, and lucus acting :) nnnnnnn to jo-annn i tell u the J****** went for BMT leeeeeehhhhh ah ya -_-'' sad-ed

Ramblings : muiting n me was thinkin of making alot of jewelry haha wen we had the time :) i found similar ppl like me all thanks to God. i love talkative ppl !!

My love collection

2009-04-08T16:02:00.008+08:00

Lady GAGA

2009-04-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

she is on top of the chart again with her pokerface, just dance was her previous number 1, sometimes i wonder if she ever want to join in the superheroes with her trademark of "thunder" sign/zip on her face, and the clothes she wear. i love her nevertheless

confession of a shopaholic

2009-04-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

hello ! i have watched the movie and i love it, the story line really sort of relates to the ppl in the US how indebt they are to the credit card company, and to the ladies who shop and never think twice (human nature) haha it sort of makes me wonder "ohhh no wonder eve does that" she wants the fruit of the tree so badly, shes got the devil talking behind her and look what happen to her. anw, its great, i really enjoy myself with tha ladies (shihui,joy,hema,cheryl,celia,tingting,myself)

you have to speak prada if u are in a prada shop
speak the cosmetic language if you are in the shop

youtube videos

2009-03-26T01:38:00.003+08:00

okok below are some of the super hilarious and must see real action from the ppl.

"m i gonna die" thts what i call it

enjoy !

super cool

2009-03-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

alright, i have been into downloading videos online drama mostly and movies, the lastest of cos :) ugly betty, ghost whisperer, 90210, gossip girl, gilmore girls... im into this sort of things man i can watch n stare at my comp all day long, n i don't really care whats happening around me/ if my room is getting dirty so be it. well i came across kelvin's youtube and he really knows how to make ppl laugh, a man like him would be nice God thank you in advance !! :)

hilarious as hell !

2009-03-19T01:50:00.001+08:00

Which hair cut should i cut, i wan a edgy bob, maybe nicole richie's hair looks good on me/ the bangs of katie homes the length of nicole richie?? please give me some commentsss

wat happen to me n nas?

2009-03-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

i hardly meet her, i hardly tok to her now, i wan back the days i spent with her, taking cab down to holland v chilling , eating bbq chicken, goin to starbucks for free internet service, having thai express with her (its her fav) and swensens(my fav) shopping together, going for holiday together. what happen to both of us not forkin out time for one another, whats in the world.

NAS LETS GO BACK N WORK FOR STARHUB, u think they will want us back?i miss u, u busy with studies n project me complaining im too tired, now im uber free !!

SHIZHENNN !!!!!!!
my best friend my south cluster frenzy, the smart gal, the gal whom im in love with, ur presence brightens up my day. shopping watching movie eating yong tau fuuuu. my sms come chit chatting partner when r u coming back to me !!! since u r studying in the states BRING ME BACK SOMETHINGGGG !!!!

i shall stop braggin my camera, which im taking photos n try to sell them on ebay/ swop on make up alley with anybody.

did u tell u my 2nd bro is back after 6mths? man hes rotting at home, i hardly tok to him, it seems like we grown apart haizz

all thanks to u

2009-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

aaaaaaaa wats up !!!

i love MJ !! thanks for keeping the LE(limited edition) camera i got my cheap good function lovesss. MJ give me a shock when she say its out of stock, i was persistent enuff to q man its full n pack with people. she ask me a question "got ppl sex u anot?" n i was like "oooo molestt nono dun have" my bag protects me. svc at jw all i could think of isssss the IT fair..bad misa gladys say "next time dun lidat"

n thank God theres new stock in like 20piece left...next up, iphone !! somebody wanna sponsor me itouch? hahaha

Feeling tired

2009-03-11T10:31:00.002+08:00

hello peeps, im working and blogging, not much customers i can serve today. sadly God woke me up for work if not i sureeeee slp till 12pm. anws my last day of work is this sat :( fast huh...they have more then enough ppl and i have to be axe. its ok i will rot at home for the next 1 mth/revise for marketing...andd i think save up for CAT course no doubt part time one...having a diploma is not enough i wanna really do well..as for driving...lets put it on hold first. i wonder what i spend my money on?its going out so fast

The Script - Breakeven

2009-03-10T09:40:00.002+08:00

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that’s gonna put her 1st
While I’m wide awake she’s no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t breakeven… even… no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and your ok
I’m falling to pieces yeah
I’m falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she’s moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don’t breakeven even… no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I’m all choked up and your okI’m falling to pieces yeah
I’m falling to pieces yeah
I’m falling to pieces(One still in love while the other ones leavingI’m falling to pieces(Cos when a
heart breaks no it don’t breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I’m tryna make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break
No it don’t break
No it don’t break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
when I’m all choked up and your ok(Oh glad your okay now)
I’m falling to pieces yeah(Oh I’m glad your okay)
I’m falling to pieces yeah(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I’m falling to pieces
Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t breakeven)
Oh it don’t break even no
Oh it don’t break even no
Oh it don’t break even no

Sun blu

2009-03-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

While others are busy sleeping or shopping away in the streets of the tiny dot, i m here in the community centre serving the public. Somehow i have my fair shares of ups and downs, in my opinion i began to become part of the "family" here, close to others ( shah,raymond, doug, huihui,candy, sally, cindy, murali). In 2 weeks time, i am officially free to slack and become part of the bums society, lazing and waiting for food to be served to me.

From a girl who hardly steps into community center except during badminton training days to someone who happens to work there for 5 days a week for 2 mths. what i thought to be an easy yet well paying job turns out to be a big fat dream, my task was easy but the perm staff's is piling forever. anw counting down to forever jus kidding counting down to 10pm..

Zoom zoom

Target, drugstore

2009-03-05T14:38:00.002+08:00

ok today has been soso to me, almost get knocked down by a car during lunchbreak, man i was too anxious to cross the road that i didnt even take a look at the stupid road n light.
well as usual that uncle scolded me bad words haha, i dun really care, went lunch with sally and...i love it. like my mum she treated me good.bored bored bored. here no music, nothing at all, fierce boss blablabla not looking forward for the rest of the day today.

i wanna run away to as far as i can.or perharps rot at home, school will resume on the 3rd week of apr and im leaving this place at the end of the month, im stil in the midst of choosing the cupcakes :) too girly i scared the guys think its too gay, too manly the women will say too simple, i dont koe i think i think too much. anws, twitter is fun when you have a mobile that have access to the internet at anytime anywhere, toilet, road etc

This i promise you

2009-03-04T18:23:00.003+08:00

The promise i made to you shall by no mean come to pass, and i know with you all things are possible. give me strength and power

ps: i need a miracle, and i love you.

xoxo,
Misa

Hate this part right here

2009-03-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

today hasn't been good, my time sheet was not signed, im really bored to death, i promise never to work in this kinda environment aka CC anymore. freaking boring and stupid. not my style man, the perm staff got their 3 months bonus extra and they are paid like on the 14 and last day of the month, its annoying to see that but thank God i got auntie sally who is like my "mama" she treat me dinner and bubble tea [i heart her :)]and people here gossip alot its good to hear their stories man hahah, you laugh and you sort of emphatize with them.i just nodded in agreement. Zainal "scolded" me cos he caught me lying a few seconds on the front desk, shoots its jus in that instance

CC non profit organisation my A** man.they earn thousands of dollars everyday and i mean everyday. I met quite alot of ah ma and ah pek requesting for help with regards to financial help i feel kinda sorry for them. there was this one case where theres this ITE student she came here to hand her bursary application given by the school so i was suppose to check on the related documents and i found something shocking, her dad jus passed away and the mom is not working and she is the only child that needed help with the school fees no income at all.

why does it always rain on me is it because i lied when i was seventeen :(

Today im feeling angry but i dare not speak up, misa keeps all the unhappinesss inside her becos by tonight im gonna throw it unto God and start a fresh day tmr :)

PS: Dear God please cheer me up with your presence.

IF he is not your Lord of all then he is not your Lord at all !!!

Obsessed

2009-03-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

Obsession with The Script-Breakeven ,Katy Perry-Thinking of you and Rihanna's Live your life.

Look at what Chris Brown done to her..man they are both in a secluded place right now and CB has been showering her with gifts for her bday and of cos the "sorry" gifts. hahha the guy next to her is not CB its neyo, he looks old, its jus random photos...updating blogs is not my forti-A, hahah..gave tuition to the kids next door one of them is havin English CA1 tmr.

God says : Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,for tomorrow will worry about its own things.Sufficient for the day is its own trouble...

ZOOM ZOOM

xoxo Misa

Serious Business Crappamania

2009-02-24T13:24:00.002+08:00

Working working makes no sense..oh my phone officially died on me..i tried doing a test using my home phone, but to no avail. good news is my singtel plan is about to finish :) sooo im troubled to buy a blackberry curve/iphone.

To glad:
if u r reading this don't worry partly building fund first kkk (she like loanshark i mean not look like but act as k)

To MJ:
i don't care get me a good deal for the camera i tell u by hook or by crook hahha when school reopen i treat u k :)

the fray- watch the actual mv on youtube

2009-02-22T16:50:00.004+08:00

I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the westWas all but won
All alone, Smoking his last cigarette
I said, “Where you been?”He said, “Ask anything.”

Where were you, When everything was falling apart?
All my days,Were spent by the telephone
That never rang.And all I needed was a call
It never came,To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor,Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

In the end Everyone ends up alone
Losing her The only one who's ever known
Who I am Who I'm not, and who I want to be
No way to know How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor,Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been calling For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve
Taking all I want

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you, where were you?

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, You found me

Why'd you have to wait
To find me, to find me?

Meeee

2009-02-22T16:14:00.004+08:00

havent been updating frequently as i should have been, dunno why but anw im trying.

When pastor always talks about building a fruitful relationship in marriage couple i often ask myself, sooner or later im gonna need those advice and tips. its like im attending a "making marriage work" workshop. am i even ready for love?, tell you i really google on how to attract a guy's attention yadayadayada..bla.. and i came to a conclusion, its so hard to please guys..I bet some ladies actually wonders if it is right to ask the guy out? or wait until the guy open his mouth (which i think i have to wait until the cows fly home).

Guys look at the way we present ourself, they say the first 10sec of impression counts alot, they look at the way you dress(applies to women as well), and women have to really dress out of the box to be the center of attraction, they have to be confident and exchange eye contacts with the opposite sex or even appear in places that the guy would often hang out. i really don't know what to say.im sitting here posting up a random blog.

MISA

2009-02-17T02:11:00.003+08:00

see after years of setting up a travelling agency i went on to expand on nail polish business, im a millionaire in disguise.

Went to research my name,

The meaning of the name Misa is Beautiful Bloom/sand -_-''
The origin of the name Misa is Japanese

My dad told me another story, his past business of spa outlet is called "pissa" which is still around, its weird to have my 2 bros name Han-sen (jeremy) Jon-sen (johnson baby powder) Mi-sa (miso,meesiam,laksa) u name it i got it the nasty names i got from ppl. OOO r u a japanese? u look like one u koe ? u speak japanese? like wat only of cos i look like japanese la, we are all asian, n im whiter/yellow then others.

More M.A.C stuff please thanks :) especially the brushes

Tell me about it.. : ) its my malaysia trip..photos i took

2009-02-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

random crap enjoy

2009-02-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

HAI bought too many lipgloss from elf....since its only a buck. And i got my NARS ORGASM blushhhh wheee !! MAC goldspill mineralise skinfinish, soon with the new camera i can do a makeup product i have :) like i say keep it and sell it super high... these few days been busy watching youtube go watch WE GOT MARRIED from the beginnin i tell u, u wont regret...oooooo the candle holder i buy at malaysia when i was in penang haha $2 only

Recent photos of mimi :)

2009-02-08T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hahah Hello :) This is my new blog skin and new blog name anw...Happy belated new year and im still trying to improve this theme man...lotsa errors hahaha hope you all like it. I might not update as often as before, i don't have any interesting life story to tell. Im actually working and im saving up to buy

1) new phone
2) mp3?
3) good camera

im struggling with it man...have to give mum abit of my money, give tithe, building fund, pay phone bills.. its draining off from me im penny-less.

ps: Dear God give me a rich husband

love,

misa